I urge you, run after Jesus with all your heart whether you feel Him there or not. If you are reading this and you are confused about what God is doing with your life, or struggling to believe that he’s really there with you, I understand, but I can promise you that He is. I believe the timing of all of it was by God’s design and may have even protected us from a worse break-up. She also had things going on in her own life and needed space. Had we still been together those events would have been tough on the fairly new relationship. For a while I was in a bad place mentally and emotionally. Just a few weeks after the break-up, I went through several unexpected and difficult life events. God provided exactly what I needed that day and led me right to it. I just felt a tugging at my heart that I should. I hadn’t seen this friend in almost a year, I was on a walk without a destination, and I didn’t want to go in that adoration Chapel. Some may call that a coincidence, I call it providence. In the adoration chapel, she had literally just finished praying for me as I walked in the door. She spent time talking with me and even brought me to dinner with her family, just what I needed that day. After praying for a little bit, I went outside and talked with her about what had just happened. She saw me and smiled with a surprised look on her face. As soon as I walked in I saw a friend of mine who I hadn’t seen in a long time praying in the chapel. As I kept walking I looked back at the church and kind of felt this tug at my heart to go in, like it was something I needed to do, even though I didn’t want to. I thought about going in to pray for a few minutes but I was really not in a state of mind to stop and concentrate on prayer, I just didn’t feel like it.
I walked by a Catholic Church that had an adoration chapel. I didn’t know what to think or say, so I just went outside and took a long walk. When this happened, I was confused and despondent. One day the relationship came to an unexpected halt without much explanation. At the beginning of the year, I started dating this wonderful girl.
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